Disappoint

1. To fail to satisfy the hope, desire, or expectation of.
2. To frustrate or thwart: "I will not disappoint the confidence you have put in me" (Wayne A. Budd).

v. intr.
To cause disappointment.





I think I'm not angry.
Yeah, sad. maybe its my fault and i should've known better.
i spent 2 hours arguing with myself last night
i dont know which one should win
complete dichotomy
complete lock down might, i think.
but that's not in me

i'm terribly homesick
i want to go home
i want to go back to a place where it feels like home
i don't want to constantly be wary
i feel the most scared and at peace with you
mostly scared.



i feel dry, my throat caked with unspoken things, things i won't say, or won't let myself say. A little lost.
and at the same time, like i'm drowning, waiting for that first gasp of air, lungs being freed from constriction.


i ain't got a metaphor for that.
it just hurts.

i still love him. fucker.
+ hate. lots of hate you motherfucker.

THIS IS TOO FRUSTRATING FOR ONE PERSON TO THINK ABOUT


Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise, oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise