Watch me

'This is not a competition,'
'What on earth would induce you into thinking of such an assuming, judgmental point of view?!'
'Alright then,'
'Alright.'
'Have everything,'
'What?'
'I let it all fall in your general direction,'
'Have you ever come across 'working together' somewhere?'
'Yes,'
'The why frustrate me like that?'
He looked remorseful.
'You come with no parley,' came in a whisper. I chose to ignore it, perhaps then we will get somewhere.



"hattie said that relationships are difficult because
"the bond between two people is only as strong as the mutual contract between them"
and mr rosado told me during my junior year
"the one who loves least controls the relationship."
these are frightening statements when you suspect that you are the one who cares more, who imagines a mutual contract that is much stronger than the one actually in place. if this is indeed the case, suddenly there's an enormous burden on you maintain the strength of that bond while meeting them on their terms.

redemption is supposed to break cycles, to take the material from old, sad patterns and make it into something valuable. i want this cycle broken and its components reassembled, quickly. "

Snippets of life today because I have nothing intelligent to say.

I'm happy, and sleepy.
And confused.
what to do?

Nope, i'm scared. definitely scared.

Love/hate you
Love/hate you.
Love hate you
love love hate hate you
mostly love
mostly hate
wait no
can i take that back?
i meant it the other way around
or did i?
let me think about that
no, i'm sure
i love to hate you
and i hate to love you
but slice it down
and
it
still
sucks.









or not.