I'll be your secret l-o-v-e-r

recap?
May 2nd, 2009?
Met so many people and with so many who it'd be too creeper to compliment :X
Met jason. amazing eyes & smile
Kevin should be a preacher mos def, sonorous voice
aaron's got some magical hands
<3> i want to be your secret lover! i wont tell anyone you're OPENING A BANK ACCOUNT
abraham looks good shirtless with an apron. roffle.
dom's dancing
srs mahjong now, people.
johhnsoooonnn =) hello mister president. you are quite lovable.
jlsquared make my stomach hurt.
"press the button. *ding*"

jl: tch tch tch

jl: why u goo goo ga ga ing teh bad booyyys

* I swear i heard his voice in my head. Haven't seen him do the duhncing.
PEOPLE HAVE SOME FREAKING CRAZY MUSCLES.
dw & e time :) nothing fits. nomnomnomomomom
since when do no longer relate to guys my age? much easier to trust the older and younger ones. strange.

jl: be you then!

jl: and do wat u gotta do!

jl: that rhymed so well

=.= something is wrong when more than one person tells me that in such a short amount of time, dw, e, jlai.

I'M STILL NOT A CREEPER. 'S ALL I'M SAYIN'.



oh yeah,
so taking people's advice
i realized i hated what i was acting like, so unlike myself
so i told him and it was the biggest epic fail ever
had to say it four freaking times. i cracked up at my laptop because it was just so sad.
took dw's point
" i like you. like. like-like you."
I am constantly reminded how much I lack in terms of interacting with others.
I feel so much better after just saying it, though. just one more thing i don't' need to hide from him :) or anyone, for that matter. Even if I don't really know what I want, but knowing that I can't, I wont' trust anyone, I feel better regardless.
Hopefully this'll work as planned; I can't afford to lose anymore of myself to other people.
On that note, I'm kind of glad the whole trusting males came up this year; It allowed me to get closer to them sexy ladies. E, Dw, Abby, Amers, Jenny, asu I'm talking to you <3>