Shadows prove the light

So everyone doesn't like TNB.
I've thought about it, and i'm okay with that.
Go ahead, test TNB. I want you to.
I don't want someone who won't try, especially someone who makes me sad.
Go ahead, dw & e. Give TNB all you got, cause I know your razing will be far more thorough than mine would be. And do it because, i hope, you love me, and not because you dislike TNB.
Please.



On the upside of today, I watched IndepenDance 2009 with ah! and rhyan :) it was heartbreakingly beautiful. Yes, I cried. only a little bit. I don't know why urbanski didn't show, but i was looking forward to hanging out with her and ah!. ah well. Deborah sat with us for the second half, she intimidates me, i dont' know why. I'm excited to see the show again this saturday :)

:) I am truly blessed; it seems as if whenever i'm confused or upset, there are people there for me.

JL is too cute :) I think we're getting to be friends and, for me, that's quite exciiiiitinggggg (mostly because I didn't think he liked me when I met him == )

"your'e smart, i'm sure you have your opinions and if you didnt care, you wouldnt ask. =) i'm going to infer and say you care about meeeesss <3">

jl : uhhh

jl: duhh

jl: ?

" really?!?!? =DDDDDDDDDD awwws jefferson =)

jl: siigh* i don't like seeing ppl stressed

"look at it as a way of trying to find a balance then, of putting a little bit of trust but not too much into him"

I hope things work out wonderfully for you JL and that you are happy and unstressed!

And as always, AH! is there for me

AH!: you're hot!

AH!: <3333

AH!: and not even in the friendly way, i remember finding you extremely attractive when i first met you

(Although, since i had met AH! my freshman year, I find this hard to believe. I do remember this senior who said, and I quote, "I thought you were a loser when i met you." )

AH: I will pray for you

AH: I love you, you see

k: <3>

k: and it makes me want to hug things when i am reminded again and again that you love me

AH: I am pretty sure that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.

AH: Yeah, I'm pretty sure I love you even more.

And Jonasty, who i've recently started talking to again :) I love the pictures we send to each other, and the 3 AM webcamming. I LOOOVEOVOEOOEOEOE YOUOUOUOUUU. "Y YU ATTRACTED TO STUPIDZ?!?!?!"


"I'll see you tomorrow?" " If you want" " 'course" " then you will" ":]"


i don't want to be a substitute. or a second choice.
..i want my heart to be considered a treasure when i give it away


Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you
by the gazelles and by the does of the field:
Do not arouse or awaken love
until it so desires.

Okay Dad. If You say so. Sometimes (all the time) i think (know) i have trouble (major) hearing Him.