sunset

Sometimes, I really do not
enjoy the person I am.



sigh.



it's a process, though, i suppose.



okay, let's work this out!

Dear V,
i'm really sorry.
There isn't a real excuse for what I did, and it was wrong.
Maybe I'm just making a big deal out of nothing.
I regret doing it.
Kimbo.

ARGHGHGHGHH I HATE REGRETS!!!!!




on the bright side, today i walked/jogged/ran/meandered up Suncrest for the sunset

all
by
my
self.

i'm pretty damn proud of it, too.
so with the sun receding behind the mountains, i watched city lights flicker on across the city, a gusty wind dipping and swirling across the city.
It was glorious.
and cold.
and i had blisters.

5 miles, y'hear? :)


BUT SERIOUSLY, WHY IS THIS BOTHERING ME SO MUCH!?!
I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT SOMEONE WHO'S DISAPPOINTED ME.
THIS IS SO STUPID.
THERE HAS TO BE A REASON.


i fail at life. -.= that's pretty much what's repeating in my head.